Haha! Grab from vic vic !!
Another weekend that i really had a relaxing day!!!! Went steamboat with my aunt and cousins , my brother and his girlfriend, everyone was having a tremendous time , enjoying dinner and chatting along the way. After that went home to see my doggies , and my friend suggest mahjong .... Last week i think i won $100 ! yeh! But tonite i lost $136....Arrugh!!!! So sad!!!! there goes my one show pay!! sob sobz..... Just not my luck la , not in the mood but having pms !!! No moral....
Alawyz believe we need 70% luck and 30% skills ..... So tonite i think my skills was 7 0% and luck was 30 %. How sad! i totally agree mahjong is all about luck!! Just not my day !! anyway i had fun , although during some of the games , my cards were super big , but sure got players end my game with one tie ..... Was quite frustrated in the beginning , the place was so hot , close to sweating while playing .... This week spends alot , pocket a big big hole , 1. paid house utility bills $450, gave aunt $200, steamboat ard $12o and mahjong $136...... sigh..
Coming up bills need to pay, fines $860, my laptop repair $180 , my facial and alot more ....
Went lunar wif victoria and a few friends , saw alot old friends , but too lazy to say hi ..
Went movie with - - - - on thursday if im not wrong , was quite happy to see him , but felt kinda strange ,maybe have seen each other for quite some time and don't know what to say to each other .... I believed we drift apart ... I just want things to be natural and dont wana hope for anything anymore , I m learning to let go bit by bit, In fact im happier, wont wana expect so much from a person!! I double confirm he has someone else , and im happy for him !!! Dont wana think so much le.. focus on my goals now!!! Learn to appreciate people , those who dosen't , can simply just put it aside!!! Am bringing my confidence back!! And yes i will!!!!!!!
Finally sunday! It's a day i would wan to rest at home , watch t.v. play mahjong la.. went bugis village in the evening and got myself some dresses, new lashes and many more Yippy! Shopping is also a way to make a person happy! .... O ya!... already send my lappy for repair!! Cost $180 . SObz...My pocket got a big hole ! Hopefully it works , the person will only let me know by tomolo whether can it be repair or not? Wad de? Quote me 180 yet will have to confirm with me whether can repair or not. Weird !!! Plssss dont chop my head la... Got a feeling they are gona cal me tomolo and say (''Miss , your bla bla bla need to be replace with a new one and it cost like few hundreds '') than i think i will really cry!
The weather is super duper hot these days , cold shower only lasts for few hours .. Arrrugh!!!
Feel like getting a technician to come over my aunt's place to fix the bloody Air-con .....It leads to sleepless nights , even after bathe, lying in bed, tossing left and right also no use. Maybe looking for air cooler! I think it helps a little?
Too humid and hot ... Am going to shower again !!! tata
Hey Hey... My cousin has got her new lappy macbook !!! Was happy for her la , brand new macbook for her , but mine still haven go get it repair yet.., will make a trip to sim lim this weekend again ... Sigh..... Feeling lost when my lappy is not working, i think i should just send it for repair ... hopefully by next week .. yup! Tons of pictures to be uploaded ........ Am saving up for certain things , short trip la, some company issue fine's la, and alot more... will update again soon!! Going to zZzZz....... Nitz!
Finally here.. Am super duper depressed about my macbook !! Just like any other nights , after work, back home, tired , usually i would go online first , on some music , check mails and stuff before i go for shower, some how last week one of the nites i came back and realized am having problems to on my lappy.... I knew my temper was gonna explode anytime .
Just to make it short , firstly, im alwayz either out at work or sleeping , so i hardly see my notebook for more than 10 mins sometimes each day, and im kind enough to let these "few people"(I don't wish to mention any names) where i lived with them to go online with my lappy...Sometimes thier even fighting for it, who used longer la, bla bla bla and it pissed me off at times ! And i did told them to take good care and also let my note book rest after using for few hours cos there was so many people who wants to go online and im the only person who owns a workable notebook at home. When i questioned them , know wad they reply? User no 1 said: "Erm , im not sure , i remember switching it off before i go to sleep, User no 2 said: I think last person to used was user 3 ." And the story goes on and on , My tears juz flowed down my cheeks , and in my heart i know THAT"S IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER ANGRY !!! Upset at the same time cos all the school's project and also my freelance project softcopy i did the last time gone ! ! I am super depressed about it , my efforts, hobbies , soft copy of all graphics work i did last time , photos , songs all gone !!! Few weeks before my laptop was still in working condition, i don't know which user tried to go online , log in msn and somehow accidentally changed my msn settings or somthing that i could'nt go online ....I was quite pissed off already at that time , cos they told me : ''No! I think someone hacked your password ''. I was like WAD? Huh? ...
I locked myself in the room and cried non-stop for 2 days , can you all imagine ? All they said was :" Cumon , its juz a lap top and just go get it fixed la", no point being angry or upset about it!(In my heart i really really feel like punching them one by one on the face!! ) None of them apologised to me and take it as nothing happen? Geezssssss... Going mad!!!!!
All my hardwork, memories , gone ............. Can anyone understand ? Especially those designs's students, projects that you had done and stuff? .. Now i know no point blaming them cos i give them the permission to use my lappy when im not around!
I am so upset everytime i saw my laptop lying at one corner ! Like dead!!!... Still asking around anyone who knew hows to fixed it before i bring it to sim lim square and get my head chopped there !! keke....Wanted to blog so much in mother's day!! I Missed my mum, got so much to tell her , though she's not with me anymore, went to pay respects to her at bright hill temple, in my heart i just want to tell her how much i really really missed her and the problems im facing cos i used to talked to mum alot no matter it's good news or bad news , and she will give me advises or whenever i cant decide wad to do ,she was the one who decide ..So when i closed my eyes, memories of the previous years mothers's day celebration were in my mind !! 2008? ,2007? an goes on......... Remembering 2008 's mother's day, celebrating with her , thats was the toughest time for me as she was going through chemo-therapy .. Will upload her happily smiling pictures when my laptop is fixed.
Lastly, why im able to blog now was because my brother brought his girlfriend's laptop home to play pc games and i told him i want to go online, brought 2 puppies for vacination jab just now , woke up in the afternoon went to HDB hub toa payoh to settle some parking summons that has'nt been paid for long long time !! More amazing things is gonna happen , will tell you people in my next post out ! By the way i realized something is wrong with my blogskin's templete's or settings , think the ads thingy blocking some parts of my postout !! Trying to figure it out , am
will get it fixed soon!! Sorry people!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will stay strong, but if i pulled through this shit i believe it makes me a even stronger person and also the reason to live on !!
