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Wad was i looking for ?

Red Lava Lamp

Piggy Ash tray!

Me and Michy

Me and michy going home! yea!

Blue Lava Lamp

Wad should i Do!!

HAppy!

Back from work and also reality.. working with michelle earlier on.. din see her for quite some time and we both were complaining about the place we work. Im down with flu and still have to work..After my discharge i went home and not long, went out again.. crazy right? but i was feeling ok ..really!! When to a place there's Lava Lamp..., chill out place at Arab St.. kinda cosy yet , erm.. how should i put it ? Its a cafe and its new with wall painting Decors.. Reminds me of Art! . . Din really snap much cos i was busy with the Lava lamp on the table .. After a drink, went down to look for jo , thought wana go home after i see her awhile , but in the end say with her till morning .. Was with her company , people like Eddie Khoo the famous Euro Dj and friends.. Glad its a public Holiday cos I know i dont have to work also .. I just change my blog skin and still not used to it , thinking of changing another one that suits me , We shall see, anyway gona rest my mind , as in don't wana think about anything for now . I love the weather cos its makes me wana Curl in bed and don't wana get up hee hee ! Relaxing i Know Cya SoooOn!!

Medicine !

Before work !

Kawaii Shan Shan working with me!

Boring thursday at orchard K!

Me and my cousin Banana!

I like her eye make up!

I had face the reality and accepted the fact ... These period of time was my toughest time .. I know i had became stronger after the incident happen.. i don't regret but will remember this day .. Pass few days at work was quite tough as well.. Had shifted to my cousin's place.. Cant imagine im blogging at my ward.. Got very bad Gastric Pain, Hopefully i can be home tomolo. I believe in myself and whenever my i think i made up my mind about the things i wana do . Feel quite touched today , somehow a few friends came to visit me , planning to go for a short trip soon, after this day i know its a brand new start for me .. Life is really unpredictable as in you will never expect how things could change so fast . . I recently fall in love with this song by leona lewis (BETTER IN TIME) the lyrics were really meaningful and it gave me more courage to face the world.. I really misses the time when (.......) I know im awake from a fairy tale.. Guess i will have a hard time sleeping again .. Cheers to better day tomolo... I wana get a digi cam soon!!!

It's so nice to see her after SOoo long !!

Working half way and we start to Cam-whore!

And i think im Quite high already!!!

yvonne, cat and drunk me!!!

drank till my face colour turn pale !!

comparing what we are wearing !!

Miss catty, Blow a kiss for you!!

Both struggling to be sober for the shot!

Met the Hunk Cash at Arena!!

Was so shy when i walk to clark quay cos im wearing slipper!!

Feeling Bored and Moody, somehow things are not on my way, but aniwae, had made up my mind whatever thats bothering me , i will stick to my decision , Got very bad cramps today.. Arrugh. still in control, went to singtel got my wireless modem fixed, whole day just bumming around home, Plus bathe my baby .... That was the minor problems, major one still trying to get it fixed .. hopefully Soooon ! , cos im getting tired and restless , will just let tomorrow be a better day for me ..

Last whole week was like a nightmare to me.. Things are happening one after another ..A moment that i felt things are happening too fast and sudden that i can hardly catch my breath. Feeling very helplessly and depressed .. Thinking wad have i done , wad should i do now ? Somehow i realized i was too native to face a world like this , I regretted and i know there is no turning back for me cos i have fallen into that dark hole , where by i cant really see the path ahead me, friends advised take it slow or forget everything that has happen .. I know i do not have a choice , if only time can go back to that moment , i will cherish and make it happen ..Im not afraid of falling and i will stand up to face this crude world again, Naive , foolish, silly are the words to describe me .. I had excepted the fact and i believe Time will make me a better person .

Back from work !!

One more shot before heading out !!

See what i have to go thru again ?

working with pretty Val !

Me and angel at Phuture!

Before going out !

Japanese food i had last week!

Its 2am in the morning and im home from dinner at thomson road. Yesterday went little part 1, with my friends having dinner , recommend my ex-lecturer's cafe to them , hopefully they like the food there.. i only like the cheesy crepes and the curried fries there.. after that went somewhere else for coffee.. As usual , chit chat till 12 plus than go home slack.. Too bad din snap any fotos yesterday.. keke.. Went to get my bloody Theory test date again ..! Arrrugh! hate to go thru this all over again .. Really getting very impatient ..My BASIC THEORY test date will be on f#$%!!! 31th OCT 2008! i know It's a long way to go , also booked the so Call TRIAL test .. Was quite pissed when comes to this, last whole busy week was finally over and kept having problems solved and another coming in .. I think im gonna go crazy sooner or later .. 1 problem solved and 2 headache problems here again .. Think those people around me should know , Really sickening and i also wander how did i lived on with it ??? After all this will it make me a even stronger person ? Im Quite worried now cos i misplaced my Planner .. and all appointments , schedules , account numbers are all inside and i cant find , getting very uneasy now .. Think i need to visit Kinokuniya again .. Wan to go for movie on my next off day!! Yea!

Wednesday Night, Planned to join the Q at phuture t 9pm.. We were excited and looking forward party at zouk.. Was amazed that the q actually lines up to the valet parking area.. Never had i Q to party that long before, So was kinda impatient though .. But good thing was the q was moving, So we actually din't wait that long , After we got in , there is less than 20 people inside , imagine at 9.30pm the security already stop people from entering phuture.. We din't wan to walk out to eat, so we started off with long island ice tea 1 for 1 , the killer that made alot of people drunk .. Angel was teasing me off that night cause i was super drunk last wed, Guess who was super drunk that night in the end , and the party just started not long at around 11 plus .keke... I snap the photos as i wan to show her how drunk she was as compared to me ..haha.. As usual , We took the pictures when we were starting to feel the alcohol running thru our veins ..

Yesterday went home after work, Was looking forward to go home so i can see my baby.. Miss him Sooo Much!!! He was adopted by me i think going one month already! He is quite used to me by his side and im always so happy to see him .. although home tipsy , but still i want to cuddle him awhile before going shower .. Taking all the pictures of him , looking at his expression when focusing at the camera , he is super duper cute , handsome , awesome doggie to me.. Was always worried he is hungry .. Well ! he is well-like by my family except for my bro-in-law. Hahaa.. His expression could really tell you how he feel, always sleeping beside me every single night and i knew he felt loved!.. Muacck ! I love you Baby..!

My New Fake Lashes!! The other 2 products are from japan .. Good for panda eyes and pores .. Highly recommended!!!

My dinner yesterday at 126 yesterday!! Nice ? Although not really a fan of dim sum , guess i was too hungry and ordered alot of different type of dim sum ..

Finally sunday .. Should say it's monday morning and i still cant get to sleep !!! Need to go see my doctor again for sleeping pills!!! Arrugh! The feeling when you are tired physically and awake in your mind really can be frustrating an imagine got to work the next following day ! , No deny there are alot of things running in my mind , Firstly ,I already know the answer myself but yet i still choose not to open up myself I just felt confused, unsure, and i know i cant decide , i had decide to let time decide for me.. i truly believe in fate and common understandings! Know i what i mean ? Passed few weeks has been working from home , although its from home but i had already had the habit of waking up in the afternoon . Surprisingly yesterday i did not went party .. This week has been drinking alot alot, But i still slept late, or should i say is 7am in the morning and woke up 12 plus .. had a facial appointment at 3pm at takashimaya today! Meet joanne , norene to SaSa to buy fake lashes ! After that went geylang to have my craving satisfied. Ta Da! The Ma La steamboat buffet for dinner.. Gosh, Super full ! No more steamboat for next few weeks.. Was too hungry that i din snap how it looks .. Cheers for better week tomolo!!!!!!