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Extremelyyyyyy Hotties!!

And who is that guy behind??

New haircut? Xia yan!!

All focusing at the camera except Rach!!!

Ning, sam,me!!

Wads with that tougue??

Our usual felmale model here !!

Look at that shinny Pants of judy's !!

After our x'mas dinner!!

More Tequila Shots!!

Camwhoring at party world shenton way!! keke!

Jackie, Judy!!

We went indochine after show !! trying to be sober !!

Look at my baby!! His so fat now!!

Dinner at breeks!! Potato skin!!

shiny loose power from majorca !

X'mas pressies ...

At dblo!

Had been very busy since x'mas!! Got tons of fotos waiting to be upload!! Finally x'mas over, Another hectic week !! New year eve is just around the corner!! Everyone is partying non-stop!!

Hasn't been feeling too well, too much alcohol plus insomnia , Gosh! cough mixture dosen't seems to help!! Arrrugh! Simply love my cannon power shot E1 camera, Never fail to snap where ever i go ...

One of the art work i drawn !!

2008 coming to an end and i wan to review back what i had done ! I guess i have failed to achieve my targets plus leading a life totally not what was expected in the beginning of the year , where by targets and goals were set, but under some circumstances , plans changed.. In fact it had became an hectic year for me , through all the ups and downs and left me with all unhappy moments .. Left school for some reasons was maybe the wrong stepping stone and after july , everything just came crashing down till wad im now , admit i had lost all the passion i have towards my goals and wasted each and very single day or night staying at home or working at night without even want to think about anything !

Earlier this year had been to singapore general hospital for almost every single day , it was the period where by am trying to be by my mum's side fighting the terminal disease with her , hoping she will make it cos she was a strong women ... The doctors did their best after 2 major operations , fair enough , the cancerous cells in my mum were all removed !! Giving us hopes that she will recover slowly !, my mum was put in ICU ward till Normal observation ward which we all though it was a good sign.. The weight she lost was scary, from almost 60 kg and after all chemotherapy and operations left her only bones and skin .. She was bedded for 2 months , cant sit , stand , etc. we had to feed her.. During july , mums condition improved just that she has been lying in bed for too long thus her lower part of the body has lose all muscles and she got no energy to sit straight too.. We were relieved and still encourage her , telling her she has made it and its the final step where by she has to try her very best to regain her energy .. After 2 months of observation , doctors had told us my mums condition has improved and she was able to discharge and rest at home, me and my sis were in a mist of hiring a maid so that she can look after her if anyone of us not around.. Stressed!! Mum insisted to stay for another 2 weeks and said she try to stand and all that before discharging from sgh.

After these 2 weeks , doctors and nurses wanted to chase my mum out of hospital saying , she recovered , can be transfered to nursing home , cos she wasn't seeking anymore treatments from them , just the dressing for the operation wounds .. We had no choice but arrange her to a nursing home at joo chiat ( SERENE NURSING HOME) . Mum dosen't seem comfortable with the place there .. We told her to try rest and regain her energy back there. She was depending on a oxygen mask for breathing .. We bought her dvd players , drama movies to watched to keep her occupied .. She insisted of going back home or s.g.h , me and my sis din't know wad to do so all my aunties came down , talked to her , comfort her things like that !! She listened to them and cooled down for a moment , The night before she left us , my sis and her best friend was there , sis telling me , mum was normal, chit chatting happily with her best friend and nurses .. How did it happen??

I lost all confidence and weeped silently !! When a person is at their lowest , it could be even deeper in a pit hole !! I faced it ,

But that dosen't mean i had put everything to a stop !!! Totally jaded .... Had my new year resolutions made and more planning for the year 2009!! Those who might be giggling , or trouble maker in my life , sad to say i had bid good bye to you!! You can make your most effort or try your luck on me again , still i cant even be bothered with you!!! Friends who are with me all this while , knowing everyone has each others problems to meddle with , im glad and hope 2009 goes well for you !! we will continue to party our way to 2009!! Dump all bad memories , things that are not worth for and start a new year!!!

more presents from friends!!

DJ Matt from rebel!! Simply my idol!!

Unique flowers !! anyone know the name of this flower??

Im one year older !!

Finally mine!! canon power shot E 1 10 mp camera !!

Getting tipsy !!

Cheers!!

We party like a rock star!!

The rock stars !

This people are trying to drown me with waterfall!!

Finally !! drunk!!

Me!!

abit high!!

Yesh!! Poise!!

Trying to be sober !!

Countless waterfall!!

The Divas !!

Im still ok!!

After the 2nd drink!!

Thanks to rach for saving me !!

Love you babe!!

michel,rachel, shanna !

My friends!!

Cash ,me!

Make a wish ??

judyvein,rachel, candy,karen, lyn's friend, me, lyn,shanna!!

Think im super high!!

John, me , michel

Thats jackie and judyvein!!

After many parties during the week , feeling sick and tired.. Had so much fun with my friends at rebel %#& boutique .., All of them were Super sporting, as in all of them dressed in white .. although rebel wasn't crowded that night , still we were popping down vodka and all the flaming cocktails! Forgot to take the whole group pictures ... Damn!! But still, wan to thank the people that came down that night and all the presents !! Im So contended , touched by the arrangements and the efforts !!... Dont think i need to name them , will always remember wad you all did!! This group of people made this day special for me .. You people Rocks!! I loVEEEe you all!!! Muacck!!

Was high , but not drunk.. hee! Too happy to be drunk , younger days on my birthdays, always drunk. Now im grown up , don't want to be carry out of the club , Looks ugly especially when im a girl! .. Took lots of pictures with friends and another memory that will be place in my heart!! Life moves on for me , and i don't wana loo back !! Cheers to greater , happier days in future !!

Bye Bye Zouk out!!

High and tired !! Time for rollers!!

Sexy!!

I Love fireworks !!

HU Hu!!!

CAndy, Sam, Judy, Steffi!

Party Queens!!

Hopping around !!

When all alcoholics mit up.. Not a good Sign!! HA!

Zouk out 2008!

Lets Cam whore!!

Alcoholics!!

Im Another year older!! Time really files .. Was really glad and happy to received all the birthday wishes from all my friends , and friendster and facebook messages and wall wishes !! Will be having a mini celebration with all friends i have been hanging out with and alwayz there for me!! Hu Hu!! Rebel De boutique at clark quay!! Firstly , wana thank all my girlfriends who are alwayz so supportive towards me ...I LOVE YOU ALL!! Muacck!!! Gonna check out the party tonight?

Still, it would be perfect if my mum is still around!! Misses her tons !! , Living a life on your own wasn't easy .., neither should i say its difficult Cos im well trained by my mum!! Just misses the home cooked food from her, and sharing with her about my life , work and people around me!!

Life might be different now , but still i will be brave to walk down the road ahead of me , rainny , or sunny !! Yesh !! im made a stronger character and person now !! Emotionally ? You Bet? Hu Ha!! Oya!! enjoy all the pics from Zouk out!! Sorry for the delay .....Cheers!!