Haha! Grab from vic vic !!
Another weekend that i really had a relaxing day!!!! Went steamboat with my aunt and cousins , my brother and his girlfriend, everyone was having a tremendous time , enjoying dinner and chatting along the way. After that went home to see my doggies , and my friend suggest mahjong .... Last week i think i won $100 ! yeh! But tonite i lost $136....Arrugh!!!! So sad!!!! there goes my one show pay!! sob sobz..... Just not my luck la , not in the mood but having pms !!! No moral....Alawyz believe we need 70% luck and 30% skills ..... So tonite i think my skills was 7 0% and luck was 30 %. How sad! i totally agree mahjong is all about luck!! Just not my day !! anyway i had fun , although during some of the games , my cards were super big , but sure got players end my game with one tie ..... Was quite frustrated in the beginning , the place was so hot , close to sweating while playing .... This week spends alot , pocket a big big hole , 1. paid house utility bills $450, gave aunt $200, steamboat ard $12o and mahjong $136...... sigh..
Coming up bills need to pay, fines $860, my laptop repair $180 , my facial and alot more ....
Went lunar wif victoria and a few friends , saw alot old friends , but too lazy to say hi ..
Went movie with - - - - on thursday if im not wrong , was quite happy to see him , but felt kinda strange ,maybe have seen each other for quite some time and don't know what to say to each other .... I believed we drift apart ... I just want things to be natural and dont wana hope for anything anymore , I m learning to let go bit by bit, In fact im happier, wont wana expect so much from a person!! I double confirm he has someone else , and im happy for him !!! Dont wana think so much le.. focus on my goals now!!! Learn to appreciate people , those who dosen't , can simply just put it aside!!! Am bringing my confidence back!! And yes i will!!!!!!!
