Finally here.. Am super duper depressed about my macbook !! Just like any other nights , after work, back home, tired , usually i would go online first , on some music , check mails and stuff before i go for shower, some how last week one of the nites i came back and realized am having problems to on my lappy.... I knew my temper was gonna explode anytime .
Just to make it short , firstly, im alwayz either out at work or sleeping , so i hardly see my notebook for more than 10 mins sometimes each day, and im kind enough to let these "few people"(I don't wish to mention any names) where i lived with them to go online with my lappy...Sometimes thier even fighting for it, who used longer la, bla bla bla and it pissed me off at times ! And i did told them to take good care and also let my note book rest after using for few hours cos there was so many people who wants to go online and im the only person who owns a workable notebook at home. When i questioned them , know wad they reply? User no 1 said: "Erm , im not sure , i remember switching it off before i go to sleep, User no 2 said: I think last person to used was user 3 ." And the story goes on and on , My tears juz flowed down my cheeks , and in my heart i know THAT"S IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER ANGRY !!! Upset at the same time cos all the school's project and also my freelance project softcopy i did the last time gone ! ! I am super depressed about it , my efforts, hobbies , soft copy of all graphics work i did last time , photos , songs all gone !!! Few weeks before my laptop was still in working condition, i don't know which user tried to go online , log in msn and somehow accidentally changed my msn settings or somthing that i could'nt go online ....I was quite pissed off already at that time , cos they told me : ''No! I think someone hacked your password ''. I was like WAD? Huh? ...
I locked myself in the room and cried non-stop for 2 days , can you all imagine ? All they said was :" Cumon , its juz a lap top and just go get it fixed la", no point being angry or upset about it!(In my heart i really really feel like punching them one by one on the face!! ) None of them apologised to me and take it as nothing happen? Geezssssss... Going mad!!!!!
All my hardwork, memories , gone ............. Can anyone understand ? Especially those designs's students, projects that you had done and stuff? .. Now i know no point blaming them cos i give them the permission to use my lappy when im not around!
I am so upset everytime i saw my laptop lying at one corner ! Like dead!!!... Still asking around anyone who knew hows to fixed it before i bring it to sim lim square and get my head chopped there !! keke....Wanted to blog so much in mother's day!! I Missed my mum, got so much to tell her , though she's not with me anymore, went to pay respects to her at bright hill temple, in my heart i just want to tell her how much i really really missed her and the problems im facing cos i used to talked to mum alot no matter it's good news or bad news , and she will give me advises or whenever i cant decide wad to do ,she was the one who decide ..So when i closed my eyes, memories of the previous years mothers's day celebration were in my mind !! 2008? ,2007? an goes on......... Remembering 2008 's mother's day, celebrating with her , thats was the toughest time for me as she was going through chemo-therapy .. Will upload her happily smiling pictures when my laptop is fixed.
Lastly, why im able to blog now was because my brother brought his girlfriend's laptop home to play pc games and i told him i want to go online, brought 2 puppies for vacination jab just now , woke up in the afternoon went to HDB hub toa payoh to settle some parking summons that has'nt been paid for long long time !! More amazing things is gonna happen , will tell you people in my next post out ! By the way i realized something is wrong with my blogskin's templete's or settings , think the ads thingy blocking some parts of my postout !! Trying to figure it out , am
will get it fixed soon!! Sorry people!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will stay strong, but if i pulled through this shit i believe it makes me a even stronger person and also the reason to live on !!
