Was looking forward so much to meeting derrick goh last night and it din't out to be a fruitful one.... He intro all his co -workers .. Met all the top dealers and brokers !! Was it so complicated to be in this industry.. The meeting took place at Boat quay cyclone !! When i was there , derrick that guy that wanted to into the job to me , was there, with another 2 co-workers .. 15mins lata, another group came like four or five, all brokers . . My hands began to tremble..... Sitting down there making me so uneasy , cos they were all talking about work and i had got no topics to throw in !! Pathetic me!!! .. Not long after they started to play 5-10 ... derrick asked me to try , although i can play but i remained humble and resist, in the end i said ok, loser will have a sip .. They insist of at least half a glass, wtf? .. I can say they were very good , Im not bad either since all about reading each other's mind !!.
Fine.. This time i was really really angry and played the game....Itz was absolutely a tough fight.....
and my opponent was a guy.... He din give me any chance neither do i!... I din't even got the chance to light my cigarette, they just continued . Scary !!.... ... Anyway, i got too much to COMPLAIN..... I KNow .. So F it.......
I din't get the answers i wanted and i was pissed by this people ... What the hell is wrong with me ? Just a simple meeting session can get me super pissed and drank that much...
Felt Sooooo emotional,disappointed, useless .... .........
